it is such a comforting thought to me that there’s thousands of different universes that we ended up together in. and i just happen to be in one of the ones where we didn’t
how do i know the difference of allowing myself to feel my feelings, and just dwelling on them
i often think about the things people have said to me that hurt the worst, but i’ve realized it’s the times of silence that have been the most painful
i hate you for what you did to me
i love people for no reason
i always wonder what you are like at your bests, since you only talked to me at your worsts
you don’t check in anymore
there’s people out there who would do anything in the world for you and you toss them aside and complain about how lonely you feel
i wonder if you ever stay up late thinking maybe you messed up losing me